How do you do that thing you do

Where you act like it doesn’t affect you

Because I’m not able to do it like you can

And that’s not fair.


How is it that you’re asleep every night

While I toss and turn staring at my phone

Waiting for a text that I know isn’t coming

Like a fucking loser.


It’s just not fair bb – this isn’t what i signed up for

I thought I’d get what you have

Sweet dreams and enhanced self confidence

But nothing’s changed.


So maybe this isn’t about you, or us

Or some knight in shining armour

Some princess who has to kiss a frog

This is about me.


I’ve changed.

So fuck you.